Talked to husband....
he wants to see kids....
wants me to drop protective order....
was nice on the phone....
I don't think I need a protective order....
it just all spiraled out of control when I went to get our things and he'd locked us out the way he did....
pretty sure marriage is over.....
but, I don't want to keep his kids away from him....
CONFUSION....
How can you still love someone so much that treated you like that????
A huge part of me just wants....I just want to go home.....

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