Thank you for all your advice and encouragement....
I am just in a really bad place right now....
He isn't apologizing to me.....
He just wants to see his kids...
He feels it is both of our faults....
AND IT IS NOT...
But, I do know, that underneath whatever creature or illness has taken over his body and mind....
that the man I fell in love with is still there....is just may be too late to save him.....
but I am NOT going to keep his kids away from him....
and if he gets help, and wants his family back....I don't know what I would do then...
hell, yes I do....but I won't write it right now.....
makes me a pathetic female.....

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